I am 23 years old now. Amazing. I feel completely different, and not in a good way. Mentally I feel like i'm still 22...or 21 for that matter. Its just like over night I feel completely different. I even think my body has changed, more...woman like. I dont know. I dont like it. I am still in community college, i'm a nanny, I still live with my parents. I feel so behind in life. I guess its time to grow up...I just dont feel like VA is the place I want to do it.

wow. I use to be so fucked up. Seriously looking at these old entries is like being on an acid trip down memory lane.

fuck. fuck. fuck. i just wish i wasnt as scared as i use to be. i have more regrets now than i have ever had.

i want to die. nothing really matters anymore

hey chaps. april 13th im going to chicago and then like on the 14th or 15th im coming to michigan.


so if you want to see me...and trust me i want to see you...just call me at 301-675-2677 and hang out with me.


i want to see so many people

so im on my way to buy some cigarettes tonight and on my way their i go through this neighborhood. and im going down this hill in this neighborhood and i dodge this dead racoon on the road...cause i dont like running over dead things and then BAMB i hit a live racoon....and im like OMG AHHHH omg...i felt soooo fucking bad. i even turned around to see if maybe it made it...so i turned around and there wasnt a dead racoon besides the other one...so i breathe and im like well maybe it is fine yay! so i keep driving and i hear this scratching noise coming from the bottom of my car...and im like oh my fucking god its stuck under my car...so i stop the car get out and what do i see?




i see my FUCKING BUMPER HALFWAY OFF.


god damn it. i love my luck. lol


anyways im visiting you guys april like 15 so neato. im excited to see you guyysss!!

HELLO EVERYONE


it was 65 degrees out today.......beat that michigan! lol


oh and on a personal note. to all of those i love back in michigan im sorry i havent visited yet and i apologize if you feel like im ignoring you in one way or another. i will try my best to improve. im trying to not be so down anymore and hopefully you guys can forgive me for my past mistakes.



thank you ,

<3 danielle